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Silvio Castelletti's avatar

Beautiful, Nathan. Just beautiful! Every single word, and every single space between the words, in this letter feels so precious that I imagine them, too, all encased in a bubble of translucent film (this imagery will stay with me forever). If this was an experiment, I sincerely hope it becomes a routine, as it turned out excellent! And I’m truly honored to be the recipient of your dedication. Such a noble gesture -- I have no words. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart!

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thank you, my friend. These are wondrously lovely words. I wanted to experiment with a letter of sorts, and that desire for experimentation is absolutely inspired by your own writing. :D

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Susie Mawhinney's avatar

I agree, it is always the spaces in between the words Nathan writes that fill the mind and imagination... heaven and earth and all those places we don't yet know but so wish we did!

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Nathan Slake's avatar

🙏

For such a short piece, there was a rather large amount of editing that went on in snipping out many words to create what I felt was an appropriate number (and feel) of spaces.

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Kathleen Clare Waller's avatar

That last sentence 💜

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Nathan Slake's avatar

<3

Thanks, Kate.

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Sharron Bassano's avatar

"... in time all things break and return to what was or was not, and you would have said that it was OK" Those three words, "or was not" truly elevate this poignant piece, Nathan. They make us pause, decipher, and consider what it means to us personally. Just lovely. I, too, am made melancholy by the new year, no matter how hopeful I try to be.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thank you, Sharron. This was one of those times when I had the sentence and I read the sentence and then I realised that it was lacking and suddenly what I felt were the correct words were added all by themselves.

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Sharron Bassano's avatar

Oh, I know that feeling well! Sometimes we just need the one perfect word. We know it when we hear it.

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Holly Starley's avatar

Sharron, I noticed “or was not” too. I love when something sparse adds so much— here, a melancholic tone, a question.

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K.C. Knouse's avatar

"I willed it never to pop, to never break its precious membrane, its opalescent curve with its faint glimmer of pearl." Beautiful imagery, Nathan. I have known moments like that and the futility of trying to preserve or recreate them. On a lighter note, if the bubble kept out the flies, my wife would never let it go. She hates bugs and is a mosquito magnet.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thanks K.C. Lovely comment. Really appreciate you reading.

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Alexander Ipfelkofer's avatar

Wonderful, my friend. Doubly so to feast my eyes on such beatific prose upon my return.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thanks so much. 😊

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Mr. Troy Ford's avatar

So lovely, Nathan! Visually, the angels heads remind me of Robin Williams as the King of the Moon in "The Adventures of Baron Munschausen.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

I've never seen that!! Just Googled and had a look. 😄😁

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Mr. Troy Ford's avatar

OMG it’s wonderful!!!

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Ben Wakeman's avatar

Your prose in these little sips you give us at irregular intervals is so lovely and moving. Here’s to many more in the coming year.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thanks so much, Ben. I do really enjoy these little random outings.

Here's to 2025 and all the stories for both of us. ;)

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Holly Starley's avatar

I love the images here, Nathan. And the tone, both melancholic and tender, a bit of beauty, a bit of loss. The letter format, wonderful.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thanks, Holly. That's lovely to hear.

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Ann Collins's avatar

We sat by the river

as the sun was setting

over

the western hills

and I told you

of the music that was

caught

in my ear.

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O those time bubbles. . . we all try to save them.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Love the formatting, Ann. 🤗

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Ann Collins's avatar

such a poetic piece of writing Nathan!

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thank you so much, Ann. :D

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Stephanie Loomis's avatar

"The willows, you said, are not trees but the heads of angels that dance upon Earth’s thin crust." That's lovely.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thanks Stephanie!

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Kimberly Warner's avatar

Beautiful Nathan. I read this as a conversation with oneself. The part who understands the impermanence of all things and the other part who believes love can transcend endings. Both, necessary parts to a life lived wholly and fully.

And such a beautiful line. Willows were always my favorite growing up.

“The willows, you said, are not trees but the heads of angels that dance upon Earth’s thin crust. I smiled, letting my mind wander to those shores that only your imagination could conjure as the moon slid slowly between the stars.”

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Nathan Slake's avatar

This is such a great interpretation, Kimberly. Thank you for including this in the comments. 🤗

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Lor's avatar

“The willows, you said, are not trees but the heads of angels that dance upon Earth’s thin crust. I smiled, letting my mind wander to those shores that only your imagination could conjure as the moon slid slowly between the stars”. I’m with Susie M. , I love this, though she laments she did not write it, we all know she has set to words all the rhythms that run wildly around it. Here in VT, the “heads of angels” leafless in the winter, are spun in gold , sprinkled with snowflakes. Truly a sight to behold.

“ My mind pulled and swayed into a place of imagination and emotion.”

I think it is possible that melancholy is a fluid alchemy that has the unique ability to surface words and imagery from unexplored places of the heart.

All of this is beautiful , Nathan.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Ah, Vermont (I had to Google, I'm not good with state abbreviations) has always looked so gorgeous in pictures, especially in autumnal colours.

"I think it is possible that melancholy is a fluid alchemy that has the unique ability to surface words and imagery from unexplored places of the heart." -- this is divine, Lor.

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Lor's avatar

Thanks , Nathan. I guess , while you’re in the mood, you may as well use it.

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Susie Mawhinney's avatar

Nathan even when tinged with melancholy you writing is warm. Always that touch of mystery and romance I love so much, and this "The willows, you said, are not trees but the heads of angels that dance upon Earth’s thin crust." I wish I'd written that line - damn it I have a willow that does just that dance! Beautiful!

Sending wishes and hopes for a very happy new set of days to you! x

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thanks so much, Susie. Sending many warm wishes in return! x

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Michael B. Morgan's avatar

Nathan, thanks. I know you've no idea what my reason is, but thanks, man.

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Nathan Slake's avatar

🙏

This means a lot, even though I don’t know your reason.

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L.J. Gearing's avatar

An excellent evocation of the feeling of realising that one is experiencing a perfect, but impermanent moment. But X— is right, at least the moment happened.

It certainly stirred a couple of similar memories for me. Thank you… sort of!

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Thank you for reading (I hope...)

But seriously, yes, this is perhaps one of those pieces that can be interpreted in many ways and self-personalises to the reader. Or something. (I have no idea what I'm talking about.)

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Terry Freedman's avatar

🤣

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L.J. Gearing's avatar

I think you do know what you are talking about, which is why the piece works!

It is great format. Silvio’s letters are excellent, as you say.

I wonder who X— is… Xena the Warrior Princess?

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Almost certainly...

She is my one weakness. My Achilles' heel.

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Claudia Befu's avatar

When I saw this new piece from you I suddenly remembered that last night I dreamt that you published a new story and I was writing a comment in my sleep… 🤣

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Nathan Slake's avatar

Premonition!! 😄

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